LxC: Girl V. Life

anticlimactic mischief maker. queer. in love with Philadelphia, road trips, & bad decisions. sucker for blue eyes and freckles. poet.

“It’s funny, when I think about this exact time last year. Things were so different. I never would have thought that things could change so much in only a year. I wonder what next October will be like.”

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Someone remind me to find this post next year and recount every positive thing that has happened.

good things in 2014:
I can drive to Philly without a GPS.
My last day of my miserable job is on the 7th.
I am taking probably the biggest leap of faith in my life.
Coccadots cupcakes.
Random ass beach adventures with iamjeannebopp. See also The quarry.
& most holidays. & Pizza nights.
I got to see jasminebaggins & we took a photo where neither one of us looks ridiculous. We need to see one another more!
I did my first poetry reading ever.
I got my tregus pierced.
I got a tattoo. femmasaurusrex held my hand the whole time. Just like she promised she would.
Haunted house surprise 2k14.
I did 2 5ks.
I taught myself how to cook food.
& I laughed.
It’s easy to get caught up in the stressful things, the things that break your heart & not pay attention to everything good that sneaks in when you aren’t expecting it.

(via cupofteamakesitbetter)

“The most important thing you need to know is the vision…The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, and finding love. The vision is breaking cycles and making changes. The vision is the possibility that better days are ahead. The vision is that we know we’re loved more than we’ll ever know. The vision is hope and that hope is real.”

10.19.14 
A park, the Delaware river, & Chestnut Street.

fairyhaired:

rivermoth:

If ur feeling small today I dare you to sit up straighter, look someone who scares u directly in the eye, take up room at the dinner table, make yourself bigger, when ‘sorry’ laps at the back of your tongue, tries to pick up after you, remind yourself that your existence doesn’t demand an apology, that you are allowed to make mess and take up space, do not be afraid to expand. Every single goddamn minute. Expand, expand, expand

i needed this today

(Source: excercisebook, via chub-rub-casserole)

reallyreallyreallytrying:

well well well. if it isn’t my old friend, the dawning realization that i fucked up real bad

(via chub-rub-casserole)

“If you wait for the right moment to appear it might never come.”

—   Naomi Levy (via allumium)

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via monsieurkeaton)

“Sometimes, saying “Goodbye” is like saying “Let’s stop hurting each other.””

—   Unknown (via perfect)

(Source: ispeakquotes.com, via uhummtoyou)

maybe it was fiction,
how i loved her.
it felt fucking real to me.

It’s raining. I’m so god damned sad. I’m contemplating a backslide & just doing what’s expected of me. I’m tired of fighting the fear to be the person I want to be. We all use the future as a way to escape the present; maybe I was never meant to get out of the labyrinth.

ireallyhatecornnuts:

I’ve got 99 problems and my inability to self motivate is causing every single one of them.

(Source: disease-danger-darkness-silence, via tangledlives)